Book Review: The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa

An architect friend, whose speciality is restoration, tells me that one of the problems he and his firm face is finding expert knowledge of old construction methods and techniques. A story possibly apocryphal: after the York Minster fire of 1984, the leading expert in stained glass restoration was a murderer who had devoted himself the craft during his incarceration. Trusted and towards the end of his sentence, he visited site daily until the work was done, whereupon he simply walked away. Whether such skills are available for the restoration of Notre-Dame in Paris is an open question. Until recently, we saved our computer documents by clicking on the symbol of a three-and-a-half inch floppy disc, unknown to most people born in the past twenty-five years. Now the symbol itself has been consigned to what Yoko Ogawa calls the “swamp of our memory”. Forgetting and its phantom loss is the theme of her 1994 novel, The Memory Police, now published in English in a translation by Stephen Snyder.

Set upon an unnamed island whose residents might wake to find objects – roses, hats, birds, libraries – have been disappeared by the titular Memory Police, no less ruthless than the secret police of a twentieth-century dictatorship, the novel follows the course of a writer, an old man from her childhood and her editor. Like the majority of the islands inhabitants, the first of these two participate in the ritual destruction of these objects, covering rivers with petals, burning photographs, no longer comprehending their meaning. The third though is among the persecuted who, like the disappeared writer’s sculptor mother, cannot forget. For his safety, he is hidden in a secret room in the writer’s house while she continues her novel about a woman who loses her voice and can only communicate through her typewriter. 

In this world, where even the forgetful fear that old things are disappearing faster than new ones are created, human relationships endure, but only to a heartbreaking point. What conversation can exist between those who remember and those who forget? More subtly, it asks questions about our personal and spiritual relationships to our material and ultimately corporeal existence.  

Although technological advance does not play a role here, The Memory Police speaks to our own headlong embrace of technological “progress” even as we forget how to build cathedrals, read cursive or stare at the symbols on our screens in blank, thoughtless incomprehension. It also resonates with our current concern with the destruction of cultures, personal meaning, and the forms of knowledge our contemporary technologies find inconvenient.

This is a story rich in sinister metaphor and whose various strands create a puzzle of complicity and resistance. It is vital, urgent and exquisite.

The Memory Police by Yoko Ogawa. Translated from the Japanese by Stephen Snyder. Vintage $22.00

Notes to Self #1

Advice for anxious times: a compilation

Advice for anxious times from the FT’s management columnist, a French children’s newspaper, and a former commander of the Israeli Defense Force. On a practical level, they all boil down to the same thing: carry on as normal. I must remember to do this.

After Britain’s EU referendum, Lucy Kellaway didn’t do any work either, but when she did get back to it her sanest conversation was about shoes (and not Theresa May’s). The former IDF commander, Amos Guiora, says we must “live life as if there is no terrorism while recognizing the reality of terrorism.” If you need help doing this, you could follow the advice given in Le Petit Quotidien  and put fear outside yourself by writing.


Seen: Make Every Show Like It’s Your Last by Ryan Gander


Imagineering by Ryan Gander (2013)

Is Ryan Gander laughing or screaming? He offers straight-faced parody of such perfect pitch, I find it impossible to tell. 

Almost as impossible as distinguishing boredom from daydreaming by the expression on a child’s face. And therein lies the parody: no minister for Business Innovation and Skills would allow either in the classrooms, not with our financial and environmental “better futures” depending on it. 

Far better to test a five year-old’s sense of childish play and their teachers into oblivion with specific measurable outcomes and leave the “imagineering” to the grown-ups.

You see. Boredom or daydreaming? Sincere intention or the latest iteration of corporate love? Laughing or screaming? Whichever, Gander’s is a marvellous sense of humour.

Exhibition at the MAC.

Recommended reading: “Wagner in the Desert” by Greg Jackson


No post-ironic, desert-bound playlist is complete without Moby and Gwen Stefani
As my fortieth birthday was imagined, my closest friends were to gather around a Porsche drinking martinis and practising their aim before setting fire to the Porsche. Obviously this was to happen in the desert and just as obviously it didn’t happen. Falling on a Wednesday gave pretext enough to scale back the celebrations to the lesser decadence of macaroons, prosecco, and watching Jane, Dolly and Lily take aim in 9 to 5.

This was probably for the best as in all likelihood I’d have discovered that I am not alone in my party plans and that Palm Springs is surrounded by other groups aspiring to a similarly elegant desperation. Emptiness and mortification could have only resulted.

Better then the mortification found on reading, in timely fashion, Greg Jackson’s “Wagner in the Desert”, which, at least on a personal level, distills C.S. Lewis’ belief that “we read to know that we are not alone” down to its bitter aftertaste. More specifically, dreams are rarely your own and that, like Tyler, of Coupland’s Shampoo Planet (“New skis! I can die now!”), vanity’s claim to orignality may have lost some of its credibility by the time it achieves the culturally recognizable perfection required by Instagram. (I cannot escape the feeling that mine is the generation in which Instagram finds its raison d’être but which by some failing of the market was came a decade too late. You can follow me here.)

After such humiliations, it is immensely reassuring to think that, in lieu of Porsches in the desert, degraded aspirations are just as flammable. Thanks to Jackson we see them burn in the lacquer of high-gloss prose.

First we did molly, lay on the thick carpet touching it, ourselves, one another. We did edibles, bathed dumbly in the sun, took naps on suède couches. Later, we did blow off the keys to ecologically responsible cars. We powdered glass tables and bathroom fixtures. We ate mushrooms—ate and waited, ate and waited. Then we just ate, emptied the Ziplocs into our mouths like chip bags. We smoked cigarettes and joints, sucked on lozenges lacquered in hash oil. We tried one another’s benzos and antivirals, Restoril, Avodart, YAZ, and Dexedrine, looking for contraindications. We ate well: cassoulets, steak frites, squid-ink risotto with porcini, spices from Andhra Pradesh, Kyoto, Antwerp. Of course we drank, too: pure agaves, rye whiskeys, St-Germain, old Scotch. We spent our hot December afternoons next to the custom saltwater pool or below the parasols of palm fronds, waiting, I suppose, to feel at peace, to baptize our minds in an enforced nullity, to return to a place from which we could begin again.

Read the rest of Greg Jackson’s story at the New Yorker.

Forms of Meditation That Are Not Mediation: Lessons from New York

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The High Line. Not recommended for walking practice.
A character in Jonathan Letham’s Motherless Brooklyn describes mediation as sitting and thinking about nothing without falling asleep. Awake is a higher form of consciousness than asleep, but thinking about nothing is a challenge. I have attempted it on the metro and each time ended in failure; like an infant in a car or an elevator, I soon fall asleep. Beyond public transit,  boredom, self-consciousness, and my cat assail me. I did for a period succeed by viewing unwanted thoughts as alien craft in a video game, but, like thoughts themselves, good video games lead to obsessiveness and the bad ones are merely tedious.

Better then to approach mediation obliquely and, as I discovered in New York, eliminate either the sitting or the thinking about nothing. Eliminating both will end in failure for the novice. Only for the advanced practitioner will it bring total enlightenment.

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